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‘They probably saved my life’

Kearns mentioned she was grateful to Dr Blackadder-Weinstein for urging her to go to the hospital.

Sepsis, which can be life-threatening and is difficult to spot, is an emergency reaction to infection where the immune system overcompensates and damages tissues and organs.

“We had to go through like, three, four days of hell in hospital, the two of us, up in Birmingham and, I don’t think we realized how much we went through until now,” Kearns mentioned.

“I’m so thankful for the doctors here at Villa, because if I was at home that day, and I probably would have rung my mum saying, ‘Oh, I feel a bit like flu-ish symptoms’, everyone would just say, ‘Have a sleep’ or whatnot, but Jodie made me go to the hospital.

“I was not wanting to go, because there’s nothing worse than obviously going to a hospital, but they probably saved my life because I had sepsis, and while having that, I wasn’t even thinking about the sepsis. It was: I’ve lost my child – and Liam was probably thinking the same.”

Kearns has visited Villa’s training ground to see her team-mates and work on rebuilding her fitness, but mentioned she is still dealing with the mental trauma.

“I wouldn’t say I’m fully coping,” Kearns mentioned.

“There’s days like today where I feel good, I’ve been in and around the [Aston Villa] girls and stuff, I’ve done my bike, I’ve done my testing, like, ready to get back on to it.

“But yesterday, I was upset all day because I got some news about the things we have to sort and it just comes and goes in waves.”

Kearns recognises that everyone deals with grief differently but stressed the importance of not “suffering in silence”.

She highlighted Tommy’s – the UK’s largest pregnancy and baby loss charity – as an important resource to lean on.

Kearns retains World Cup hope

Missy Bo Kearns is wearing a white, red and blue England shirt and has her hands on her hipsImage source, Getty Images
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Kearns made her senior England debut in June against Spain

Kearns, who began her career with Liverpool before joining Villa in 2024, needs time to rebuild her fitness and does not expect to play again until next season.

The three-cap England international was targeting a place with the Lionesses at next year’s World Cup in Brazil and still has that goal in her sights.

“Football is my happy place, and I’m here now, and I’m excited to be here and keep trying to build and build and get myself right ready for next season,” Kearns mentioned.

“It’s a big year next year, and my plan while I was pregnant was to make the World Cup squad, and that’s not changed, so the next few months is getting myself physically, mentally strong, ready for a big season, and to try and make the World Cup squad.

“I’ve realised, like there’s more to life than football, but now I’m going to enjoy every minute of football like it’s my last because it could have been.”

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